Prayer

Dear God,

I enjoyed this day. Thank you so much for giving me another set of friends, and another lessons to learned. I promise to value them like how much you value me. I'm really blessed and i owe you one from this. I'm praying for another strength for tomorrow's challenge. I will be forever be grateful for all the blessings i received since day 1.

I entrust you everything my dear lord. When papa died, I told myself to be strong for my family. I want them to feel that i believe in their character and loves them dearly, wholeheartedly, without boundaries, in this life or in next. I will be behind them, beside them, and even in front of them in times they'll be needing me. I'll do anything to protect them.

Let mama knows that I'm always here for her, never let her think that i don't love her. Take care of Ronald and Patrick, I know that they are responsible enough. Guide this two guy that i love in every path they will take. Their success is also my success. Let Nina knows that i will always be her loving ate. I only wish the best for her. She is still young and needs to enjoy life and lastly,.....................

Please send my kisses and a big hug to papa. Tell him i miss him so much. Let him know that everything is okay here and there's nothing to worry. I know his in god hand without feeling anymore pains. I love him so much.

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Mama is missing you...

you will always live forever in my heart :(
papa..

.....I know I’m prayin’ for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream.....

                                          

fun.fun.fun.

Great morning followers,

I guess its a beautiful and lovely morning ahead of me. Let me share some of my learnings yesterday. It was nice to meet such a brilliant person like Pau, (our PST trainor). As he arrived at the room, without taking a pause, he already introduced himself, share a bit of his background, previous work and most of all, set his expectation to us. I must say, he's really one of a kind. He also plays farmville too..Yayy. additional friend on my list. How sweet of him thinking what else would will be needing like photo copies, ATS problem, he even promise us to give GC to those peeps who will have a perfect attendance with flat 8 hrs. duty without scrubbing our ATS. Yahhy, (i hope this one will be true) unlike before....!@#$. He also gave us out turn to give some random facts about ourselves and our expectations also (as expected during first day). I really enjoyed my first day with him without even thinking the breaks in between. Oh..and by the way, he is very much particular with the EOP and our attendance. I guess its also for us...

Our first day turned to be discussions of our HC101 not to mention that we can't access some links to the web but is was all FUN! Discussions about the redundancy of the words like "as per" it should be "per" only and "i can't barely hear you" is should be say as "i can't hear you or i barely hear you"-- shame on me before..hehehe...see the redundancy! You should pronounce "\ˌdī-ig-ˈnō-səs, -əg-\" not "diag-nos-es!! hahaha- why this things we need to learn? SIMPLY because that's the career i chose. It's for my own sake!

Thanks for the operation area tour and for allowing us to play after the discussion. PICTIONARY was great! I really had a blast! see you later for another learning and fun.

PST

Great morning everyone...MONDAY na! ang aga kong nagising, kala ko may pasok si hubby, MID pala sya. I thought na makakaisa akong mag net ngayung umaga hehehehe. (kala ko lang). Kala ko pa late na sya, yun pala mamaya pa ang pasok nya (baliw na yun) kaya kailangan ko ng mag net kase mamaya maya sya na naka upo dito, SIGA yun. I had a 2 days blast off and enjoying the net and now pasok na naman. PST na namin!!! yhay, another learnings at sympre another introduction na naman. Sasabihin ko na naman ako spiel na, "Hi my name is Mary Anne Almazar, you can call me anne, I tooked and finished BS Math major in Comsci last 2004, at FEU Manila..blah blah..." sana may games din para buhay kaming lahat hehehe. I'm expecting alot from our new trainor, sabi naman nila magaling at mabait sya.Since more on product na'to, dapat tutok na ako. Wala mung chill chill. Excited na din akong batiin si Mara, for passing the board exams, at biruiin si Tracy, for getting her back pay, but wait theres more...ang bagong Pajero ni Dale...Bigtime talaga sila. Going back sa PST, balita ko 6 weeks daw to, mukhang madugo pero i'll make the best out of it. FOCUS lang.See you guys, mamaya :)

Thank you God for this blessings. Another experience, I really owe you alot. Talaga nga namang every day is a learning process and with HIM, nothing is impossible. MANIWALA ka lang :)

100 truths about me

For those who have the guts to do this.

Answer truthfully! 100 Truths...

After you have filled this out, tag people and have them do the same.

1. Last beverage → Orange Juice

2. Last phone call → Pone

3. Last text message → Mama

4. Last song you listened to → Fireworks

5. Last time you cried → few hours ago

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice? → yes

7. Been cheated on? → hell, yeah!

8. Been singing till dawn → yes

9. Lost someone special?→ yes

10. Been depressed?→ yes

11. Been overseas? → yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Maroon

13. brown

14. Gold

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends → yes

16. Fallen out of love → NO...

17. Laughed until you cried → yes... with kit

18. Met someone who changed you→ yes

19. Found out who your true friends are→ YES.

20. Found out someone was talking about you→ yes... a confused brainless freak!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ yes

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life→ 80%

23. How many kids do you want to have→ just 2...

24. Do you have any pets → no

25. Do you want to change your name → yes...Luisa

26. What did you do for your last birthday→ went to Chicago videoke bar

27. What time did you wake up today → 11:30 am hehehe

28. What were you doing at midnight last night→ watch Megamind with kit

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for → 13th month pay hehehe

30. Last time you saw your father → July 21, 2010 :(.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → none naman... or maybe i shouldve not been a friend to those who weren't really true to me...

32. What are you listening to right now → When i grow up...

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Tom Pratesh...

34. What's getting on your nerves right now? → gutum nako ang tagal ni kit

35.What’s your code name → my code name? Anne.

36. Whats your real name → Mary Anne Castro Almazar

37. Relationship Status → Engaged

38. Zodiac sign→ Leo

39. Male or female→ female

40. Natural Hair colour? → black

41. Hair color now → black

42. Pet Peeve → dirty nails, wrong shoes and envious freaks!

43. Need Glasses? → hell, yeah!

44. Long or short → is this a trick question?!

45. Height → 5'2

46. Do you have a crush on someone? → oo naman..

47. What do you like about yourself? → everything that other people hate!

48. Piercings → ears

49. Tattoos → none

50. Righty or lefty → righty

FIRSTS :

51. First surgery → none so far

52. First piercing → Ears since birth.

53. First tattoo → none

54. First best friend → malou?

55. First sport you joined → volleyball

56. First pet → dog... spanky

57. First vacation → I can't remember na...

60. First alcoholic drink→ Gin?

RIGHT NOW:

61. Eating → choconuts

62. Wearing → shorts and t-shirt

63. I'm about to → cook rice

64. Speaking to → kit

65. Waiting to → for kit..

YOUR FUTURE :

66. Want kids? → yep... just 1... 2 the most...

67. Want to get married? → yep...

68. Careers in mind? → IT

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

69. Lips or eyes → eyes

70. Hugs or kisses → hugs

71. Shorter or taller → TALLER!!

72. Older or Younger → Older

73. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic

74. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms

75. Tattoos or piercings → none

76. Sensitive or loud → sensitive

77. Hook-up or relationship → relationships

78. Trouble maker or hesitant→ hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

79. Kissed a stranger → nope

80. Drank hard liquor → yes...

81. Lost glasses/contacts → yep

82. Sex on first date → no

83. Broken someone's heart → yes

84. Had your own heart broken → yes

85. Been arrested → no... thank God!

86. Turned someone down → yes

87. Cried when someone died → yes

88. Liked a friend that is a BOY → yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself → yes

90. Miracles → yes

91. Love at first sight → not love so NO

92. Heaven → yes

93. Santa Claus → until the time I didn't have to buy gifts! hahaha

94. Kissing on the first date? → yes

95. Angels → yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes.

97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → officially no.

98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever?→ yes... you can look but you can't touch!

99. What's the one thing you cannot live without? → air... eh di namatay ako!

100. Posting this as 100 truth? → YES

Only exceptional

who would not love this song.....

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

Love is simple, it just seems complicated!

Simplicity is the main component in love. Although we may not see it, it is there. Love is simple, what makes it complicated is life. Life is a integrated web of emotions cause by events and people. Sure love is an emotion but it is not cause, it just happens. But for the rest of the emotions are cause because nobody gets angry, sad or happy for no reason, well naturally at least. So it is simple to love someone. It may seem complicated because the rest of you emotion mixes the pot. But with the other emotions it makes love so much better. It makes the pain worth it, because the love is just what you want. Just what you need.

Apackers...

hi peeps, i just wanna share you guys a lifetime experiences meeting some awesome people in Apac. I already met 16 peeps including 2 cool trainor (Sparc and Chiz), swear they are one of the best.

Meeting new people, parang ang hirap, kase you have to know them, panibagong pakiki-sama, panibagong circle of trust. I thought mahihirapan ako kase halos majority sa kanila eh medyo bata pa kumpara sa akin. Pero i know, sooner or later makakapag-adjust na kami sa isa't isa. Napansin ko lang madami sa kanila nurses (ganun na ba talaga kahirap maghanap ng work sa mga hospitals at gusto na lang nila mag cc). Meron namang iba, mayaman na nga e, pero nag wowork padin, siguro pang gas nalang nila yung salary hehehehe.

I know after 2 months ma didisolve din naman kami, kaya ayoko munang iattached masyadong ang sarili ko sa kanila, mahirap na, baka maya maya hanapin ko ang company nila. Siguro enjoy ko nalang as of this moment yung mga times na kasama ko sila habang mag kaka wave pa kami. Chill chill lang.hihihihi.

I can still remember one buddy saying this line "Nagpunta ako dito para mag trabaho, hindi para makihalubilo sa ibang tao o makipagchismisan" hehehehe natawa naman ako but it really make sense. I admire her for saying this.Meeting new peeps, andun na yung getting to know you stage, oobserbahan ka, i jujudge kana, wala eh ganon talaga. I just hope they can find atleast a good attitude of me (hehehe). So far, so good naman, lahat kami magkakasundo.Im sure pag dumating yung araw na ma didisolve na kami, we'll surely miss each others company.

And to us...More events to come, more fun to experience..kita kita sa FLOOR..cheers to us!

taken after our BST

"No one can put a good woman down"

FIREWORKS

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe"


Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

united colors of ME.

.AKO.

simple.loving.caring.super sweet.responsible.matipid.crazy.loud.kwela.bugnutin.musically inclined.bathroom singer.kuripot.minsan salbahe.antipatika.annoying.value friends.love chocolates.cakes.fruit shakes.blog hopper.fb user.photo addict.bruha.sensitive.in love.love weekends.jolly.bubbly.promising.woman.childish.terrible.happy go lucky.rep.hate math.insomia girl.plays zynga games.long hair.bossy.moody.lovely.gossips.funny.independent.sensational.possessive.

bruha.creative.idealistic.mobile breaker.loyal.professional.mataba.malambing.emotional.bulol.abnormal.
makulit.sadista.generous.love surprises.unique.worthy.

WOW. as if ive done nothing....

Wow..at isa pang malaking wow. I don't know how much dosage you took for you to say those foul words. I was a friend to you by HEART! you should know that. I dont know kung anung mga pinag sasabi nyang fake mong partner for you to think that im not a good friend enough. For me, 2 years is enough...i know ive done my part. Some people we both knew can attest to that. Isa isahin mopa mga pinagsamahan natin, andyan ako sa tabi mo. May mang away man sayo, alam mong ako pa yung unang nasasaktan at ako pa yung unang nanunugod. You cant blame me blamming you fake partner for all this effin stuffs! He's truly a magician, director and most of all a good actor! How he twisted stories from truth to lies...fantastic! You, telling me that i'm not there whenever you need me? It's bullshit! you know the truth. Go ahead and throw the friendship we've started. Not also my lost, I can't stand with you doubting my capabilities as a friend moreover, choosing a fake one than a real one. Talking about betrayal, i dont' know any....I even protect you from your partner before...remember. Dapat sayo iumpog yang ulo mo para matauhan ka, para malaman mo kung sinung nagmamalasakit sayo. Hindi yung nabibilog ka ng kung sinu sino. Ive done my part, i knew it from the bottom of my heart. As far i as remember, i believe in your character and loves you dearly, wholeheartedly, without bounderies, in this life or in next. I even remember myself sayng "I will be behind you, beside you, and even in front of you in times you'll be needing me. --- I WAS! 

Careful dear, your the one who started it. Everything was a mistake WITH YOU!- yeah i guess this is right. Sana nakinig nalang ako sa sinasabi ng ibang tao tungkol sayo. Your not fit enough to be a good friend, not even a FRIEND!. I will miss nothing to you. I don't need to forget you because your nothing to me, and most of the time, you don't really exist!. 

Stupid you thinking your in good hands now? you wish...AGAIN, im not guilty of anything you've said. Convey my message to your fake partner--- get a life, moreover, stand like a man!!!! at para sa'yo- wake up!!!

One more thing, hindi ako ang kailangn magbago-- IKAW!!!!

bye bye CSFAM.

Hi, its time to update again my blog, what can i say, uhm, im already an Apacker since first day of Feb. I considered a lot of reasons why i resigned, nevertheless, im happy. I would also like to take this chance to thank all those people i've met when i was still at onegcc.

Hazel- my kumare, t'was nice working with you again, it's been 5 yrs. Hope you'll finally get what exactly what you want specially with your love life. You deserves someone who will love you truly.

Myla- Better late than never, we started it badly, (alam mo yan), thank you for sparing some of your secrets with me before. I really appreciate your friendship with me. I know you are already happy with Edward. I wish you both well.

Lerma- you know how much i love you sis. Distance may brought us apart but i know you will always be there for me. Friends for keeps.

Kristine- Thanks for always cooking pasta for us. I miss you bed, your my bedmate while break hehehe. Convey my regards to tata. Diet tayo hehehehe

Jona- You deserves to be promoted. Thanks for the spare time teaching us some spanish words.

Kevin and Felix - B1 and B2 miss you both :) give us a ring pag gimik. the kuya and the tatay.

Frank- i wanna hear your spiel once again hehehe. I hope you will find your perfect match. Someone who will love you truly. You have a good heart. Keep it up beks.

Ryan- Please sing a song...im missing your lines. miss you beks. You know how much i love you and frank (alam mo yan ante). nakakamiss ka :(

Mark- You also deserves to be promoted. I admire how you see life positively. Good job.

Ronald- I know you have a good heart, practice it. I miss you undying love story with Angel hehehe :)

Julio- buzzer beater. I miss your loud voices.

Ms. Chui- Thanks for everything. I know i will still see you, and hopefully when that time comes, no more heartaches and probably, we can start all over again.We already made a good start before, i guess will can still fix it, maybe not now but when the right time comes.

Kit- i'll miss you this huge :))) isa kang ALAMAT. ♥ I'll be forever grateful to you, having you..

Red, Drew, Mommy beks, Mamang - Thanks for sparing some time with me. I will forever appreciate your kindness and patience with me. Miss ko na kayo.

I will be forever grateful having you guys. Sorry for my errands. I miss you all. Our friendship wont stop there. I see you soon, someday, somehow..iloveyou CSFAM...I wish you guys all the best in life.