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Hi, just woke up realizing i need a entry na....

When everything has been said and done, you think there could be a possibility for another chances? I admit, im not perfect, i do mistakes..(alot).  Im hoping that someday, one day, i will be forgiven. I'm missin' the old days...overnight, cuttings, our photos, the manila bay saga, and ofcourse, THEM. Althrough these years, i'm still wishing that everything will fall into proper places. I know were grown ups, pero ganun pala talaga yon, may masasaktan ka sa ayaw mo at sa hindi.  It's been several years at hindi ko alam na aabot pa ng ganito katagal. If there's one thing in my life na gusto kung bumalik, aside kay papa ofcourse, sila yon. Everytime i missed them, tinitignan ko nalang yung mga pictures nila, yung comments na minsan ako pa ang topic, and yung mga event na pinupuntahan nila, and sadly, i'm not there anymore. At times, gusto ko na silang burahin sa FB list ko, but most of the times ayoko, i enjoyed viewing their photos, yun nalang kase ang meron ako.  I can't blame them, pero sana time will come that i can be forgiven. Na sana they could still remember the small things ive done for them, our small conversation, yun lang ayus na ako dun. I'm just starring them from a far. I just want them to know that i miss them and i'm just here :(

I just also want to thank them, for allowing me to enter in their lives kahit sandali, for allowing me to sit dun sa may tayuman, nang matawag kang sis, nang makasama sila sa napaka daming overnight, makasama at gawing antayan ang Balls at Jollibee Morayta. Salamat.

I was hoping and waiting way back for their revenge, but they just kept on silent, not knowing na mas masakit pala yung ganon, yung wala silang sinasabi....I learned my lesson already, yun nga lang through its hard ways. I was hurt...and still hurting. Pero life is so short, kaya i will just be thankful for those memories with them. I'm still keeping our 1000 photos, including the manila bay shoots. Those memories our priceless. Thank you guys.

I miss them...

“Being a Heartless Bitch isn’t about stepping on other people, or reality TV-style sabotage antics. Its about working hard for what you want, and knowing when to stand up for what you deserve. Its not about demoralizing others; its about self-empowerment. Its not about being arrogant; its about displaying your confidence and intellect as a badge of pride. Its not asserting any inherent superiority or self-entitlement, but recognizing your own self-worth and value.” 

CONV

ME AND MY NEW FAMILY

One More Chance

ISA PA...ISA PA...ISA PA!!!

iba talaga ang Popoy and Basha fever!!! aminin nyo yan.....
parang high school lang. hihihihi

 

5'7

 Happy 5 years and 7 months kit... I love you so much...

we almost forgot

some good things never last.

This is not the way we like it, but in reality, it really happened :(. I removed the name of that person to protect her and her family. Right now, i can feel her sadness, I know how much she loved the guy eventhough she's already married. You can't blame her, over a year, i witnessed how she fought for that relationship to turned into almost reality. I saw her crying like a river. I feel sorry for her, but despite of what happened, she still have a family to turned back. She's still complete (perhaps).I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of your body is broken too, stay strong and maybe, some good things never lasts :(

Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If you quit, however, it lasts forever.

To be in love is a good feeling, only to those whose worth it. -smile-

Karma will take its toll.

hear after...

I just woke up from the wrong side of my bed. Di ko alam kung dala nga lang ba ng pag kakataon kung bakit sa dinami dami ng pwede kung mapanaginipan eh yun pa. sila pa. I admit, i still think of them sometimes, but definitely not last night. It was a short blast from my past na alam kung will always remain forever in my heart. Where ever i will go, o kahit anu pa man yung gawin ko. I may forget it for awhile, but someday, somehow i can always looked back. I already saw the best and worst things with them -its enough.

I never wished for everything, sakto lang ayus na sakin yun. Yun ang akala ko! For me not to be left behind, may tao na pala akong nasasaktan. I was too blind to see and value people who gave so much love and attention. One thing i realized. I'm so selfish. I tooked for granted someone and just woke up one day that i already lost a diamond because i'm too busy collecting stones.

And now aftermath, im just seeing them from a far, there smile would always be  a constant reminder for me. I will always be guided from the blast happened. I'll be forever grateful knowing them. Somehow they touched my life. It was a good journey and i learned a lot. They will be forever remembered. Everytime im down, iniisip ko nalang, I Can Do Anything - starting right now. I have my dream, I have God, and I choose to move in the direction of my goal,even when I am afraid or unsure.Whenever I fall, I stand up, brush myself off, and keep moving toward my goal.

I need now to close that chapter, i won't say it was a bad experience, but i need to move forward. We parted our own ways and i guess ayus na yon. Sometimes the cards i dealt are not always fair. However, i must keep smiling & moving on I already said my sorry and i mean it. We both learned, yun nga lang through hard ways.We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths. I wish them well.

I'm now happy here, no regrets.

thank you for everything.

sorry for everything.

thanks for the memories.

It was painful but a good journey.

tulog na ulit ako - baka bangungot lang to'